trying to start a new life without you

Ya Allah ..

aq rindu dye .. terlalu rindukan dye ..

kuatkan hati aq Ya Allah ..

jika benar dye bukan jodohku ..

luputkanlah dye dripada ingatanku ..

aq lemah Ya Allah ..

aq ta kuat untuk smue dugaan ni ..

i love him but it goes to waste ..

he doesn't even love me at all ..

smpai bila perasaan syg aq kt dye perlu ad ?

hilangkanlah perasaan tu Ya Allah ..

sungguh payah utk melupakan seseorang yg bg kite kenangan yg begitu bnyak ..

awk , bukan salah awk bler jd mcm ni ..

salah sy sbb terlalu bodoh mncintai awk yg lgsung takde perasaan cinta kt sy .. awk , hati sy bukan mainan taw .. awk da taknak sy takpe .. satu hari nanti sy akn dpat orang yg lebih baik dari awk .. Insya-Allah ..

semoga awk bahagia dengan kehidupan awk lepas ni ..

awk ckap awk nk "LIFE" ..

sy fham .. 

bler couple ngn sy , awk terikat ngn sy ..

awk ta bley na bersosial sngt ..

tape awk ..

sy faham sngt ..

sekarang awk da dpat ''LIFE'' awk tu kan ?

harap awk ta lukakan n sakitkan hati mana-2 pompuan lain lepas ni ..

sy cuma berharap .. 

sy orang terakhir yg kena macam ni ..

btw , semalam on the phone dengan awk ..

rndu suara awk ..

mcm kebiasaan , awk bt seolah-olah tade pape yg berlaku ..

it just hurt me so bad ..

if only you know how much i hurt because of you ..

it nice to know we had it all ,

thanks for watching as i fall 'n' letting me know we were done ..

you were everything that i wanted ..

we were meant to be supposed to be but we lost it ..

all of the memories so close to me just fade away ~

all this time you were pretending so much for my happy ending ..